emfield gig

Hi
i went to a gig on Friday it was great and i had a great time there was lodes of my mates there and it was really good the only thing that upset me was my bf didn't come but i had a great time with my girl mates because i don't know how many gigs iv got left until i leave coz in 14 months I'm joining up in to the army and im realy looking forwards to that but i don't want to have to leave my friends coz they are my life and if i pass my army training 42 weeks after i sine up the army may send me out to Afghanistan and i don't know if i would be able to say good bye to my friends and family and the ppl that are close to me coz if any thing went Wrong out their and i died there would be so much stuff that i would regret doing, saying and not having the opportunity to do coz i think that it would devastate my friends and the gig was good apart from it seems that 1 of my friends got the wrong inpretiion about some thing and i think that its properly scaring her quiet a bit because i dont think she has fully accepted who 1 of the ppl are and i think that if she reads this she whould relies that this is a way of some 1 trying to reatch out and ask for help and forgivnes because that person is so scared and frightend about whats happining around them

i hope to have the picks of elmfield gig up soon so my next Post might be that but this is bye for now

xox rock chick xox