sorry that i havent posted in a while

well where to start i am no longer with my partner got back to gever with one of my ex gf's after i broke up with him and well me and lucy are no longer together and well shes never gonna talk to me again had a bit of trouble with a couple of ppl at my skool and collage got threted by them got that sorted out coz well i just confrunted her and tald her to hit me and well shes no never gonna satart again well i hope she dunt feel realy crap coz iv broken every promis iv made to every one and well now my friends are giving up on me and im a bit scared that ill give up on my self and then where in trouble coz thats not good and well i dont know what to say coz i carnt realy typ every thing thats going on coz it whould make ome ov u so upset well thats if u can even be bothered to read my posts might as well give up on every thing

from rock chick

summer

well what is there to say i sort ov went throw a bad patch in my moods again but im fine now coz of a sertan some one hes reayl sweet and charming and he makes me laugh and i just feel so calm and safe with him. theres been a lot of stress on me and my friends with exams and cours work then 4 me there was the assesment at collage that didnt go so well lol and il looking forwads to friday coz its the day i finaly finish skool 4 the summa yay lol erm theres been a lot of stuff that i have to plan for then but its gonna be great yay im hoping to sort ov keep you posted about whats going on

xoxo rock chick xoxo

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erm every thing has got better iv now got a boyfriend and hes great hes sweet caring and lovley E.C.T and my parents kicked of about his age because hes 19 and im 15 nearly and all that but thats been sorted out and most of my mates hate him nd i dont know why because they wont tell me also its my birthdy on wednesday and im going to be 15 yay and im realy happy about that lol had a great weerk coz of my mates and my special pearson i.e my boyfriend.

also im sort ov kicking my self because i tald some one some thing and it has put me in a real difficuls tituation moraly with one of my best mates and thats all going to be sorted out soon i hope and forgoten about it lol.

going to have a great weekend in my next post i will tell u all about it lo btw feel free to comment on my blog xoxoxoxo

emfield gig

Hi
i went to a gig on Friday it was great and i had a great time there was lodes of my mates there and it was really good the only thing that upset me was my bf didn't come but i had a great time with my girl mates because i don't know how many gigs iv got left until i leave coz in 14 months I'm joining up in to the army and im realy looking forwards to that but i don't want to have to leave my friends coz they are my life and if i pass my army training 42 weeks after i sine up the army may send me out to Afghanistan and i don't know if i would be able to say good bye to my friends and family and the ppl that are close to me coz if any thing went Wrong out their and i died there would be so much stuff that i would regret doing, saying and not having the opportunity to do coz i think that it would devastate my friends and the gig was good apart from it seems that 1 of my friends got the wrong inpretiion about some thing and i think that its properly scaring her quiet a bit because i dont think she has fully accepted who 1 of the ppl are and i think that if she reads this she whould relies that this is a way of some 1 trying to reatch out and ask for help and forgivnes because that person is so scared and frightend about whats happining around them

i hope to have the picks of elmfield gig up soon so my next Post might be that but this is bye for now

xox rock chick xox

my poem

Your lies

Funny when things never change

Even when you say they will

But while your off screwing her

My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me

When I go to leave

You tell me I'm your only one

And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me

But you'll never let me go

I know that you don' love me

I know I'm just for show

I don't know if I can stand

To see you love another girl

You know that you broke my heart

You know that your my world

But while you're standing by my side

I'll belive your lies forever

Cause everything seems so perfect

When we are together

By HL-AD

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yer i am so happy because i have got back together with my ex'bf and i am realy happy and hav sort ov pissed 3 ppl of because 1 girl fancies the same lad i fanced and backed of so i whould have a chance at going out with him only to fined that im in a relationship and she cept saying that she whould always put galls before gyes and we had a argument coz its completly not true and she can be a 2 faced bi*** and shes showing it atm and iv just fallen out with my mate liam coz he fancies me nd has done for a bit but i dont have feelings for him like that hes more like a best mate than a bf or owt

first post in months

iv been so busy latley and havent had the time to wright i had a very bussy and stressfull couple of months and now that iv got every thing out of the way its the time for PARTYING & HAVING FUN